I am so tired

I am so tired, tired of working tired of thinking and right now tired of life. I have lost my fight and I am feeling very very lost.

I was looking at my photos and spotted an image of a moment in time when I decided I have to change, I took photos to remind me of making the decision to get out from beneath the committment that was suffocating me. I have done that but I feel even more lost, I thought this would bring some relief. Which perpetuates me feeling more lost. Which leads to more tiredness, so that is where I am.