charlie & lola - oh yes I am loving it

honesty and anger

well I haven't blooged because I have so much to say and I don't know where to start. So I will start in a time of turmoil and change around and within I have a lot of anger and a lot of honesty. I don't have easy things to share all hard and ugly, smelly and horribleville. I have people I care about having terrible things happen so it does put my problems in perspective but I still feel like arghhhhh.

I am scared that I am recreating my problems all over again as I live my dysfunction through my work.

Well that is my start and that is all I have right now.