finding life hard

Finding it all bit a hard really, yesterday sucked the life out of me. My day job drained all my energy, happiness and joy and I came home tired, sad and overwhelmed. The boy worked hard and trying to help me pick up the pieces and we had a night of take away, trashy television and a bottle wine so went bed satisfied and cheery from our silliness together. But it has left a shadow and even though I have all these wonderful things in 2/3 of my life around the day job, sometimes it just is horrible. I have no answers and I get super frustrated as it is a place I have visited over the years on many occasions.