out of office: busy making dreams happen

my out of office for my blog is a focus on my dreams. It is not an easy ride and yesterday the pressure I have put on myself sent me over the edge into a childlike tantrum and disarray with it all not working perfectly. The craziness of it is that I am working on something that is about being imperfect but my own self was getting in the way. I find it incredibly hard when it is something that I want so much not to get attached and just enjoy the process. Fingers crossed next update will be about the first part of the dream coming true. xxx